Running on scaffold, feeling good
Today is/was one of the most loaded I had this year. Follows because it's the end of the year, everyone is running.
And it feels good, because these are the moments it really feels like the world is moving and actions have reactions. Normally everything is so bloated with stuff between stuff that you don't realize until things start moving efficiently.
It also shows how fragile current systems are. The systems and structures that are there to support action (but in reality stop it) for the rest of the year are left behind. The world around me is kind enough for keeping these structures even now. But now it's clear
these systems are not made for doing things.
They are made for the 99% of the time, the rest of the year, where it doesn't matter if things are getting done.
This is not the case everywhere. There are systems where if things don't get done, people die. But not here.
It feels very good to get things done. Even if the scaffold is about to fall below me at any moment. Until it happens.